WANT

 

Lyrics written by Nicole Blackman

 

 

I want to know how it will end.

I want to be sure of what it will cost.

I want to strangle the stars for all they promised me.

I want you to call me on your drug phone.

I want to keep you alive so there is always the possibility of murder later.

I want to be there when you learn the cost of desire.

I want you to understand that my malevolence is just a way to win.

I want the name of the ruiner.

I want matches in case I have to suddenly burn.

I want you to know that being kind is overrated.

I want to write my secret across your sky.

I want to watch you lose control.

I want to watch you lose.

I want to know exactly what it's going to take.

I want to see you insert yourself into glory.

I want your touches to scar me so I'll know where you've been.

I want you to watch when I go down in flames.

I want a list of atrocities done in your name.

I want to reach my hand into the dark and feel what reaches back.

I want to remember when my nightmares were clearer.

I want to be there when your hot black rage rips wide open.

I want to taste my own kind.

I want to be wrapped in cold wet sheets to see if it's different on this side.

I want you to come on strong.

I want to leave you out in the cold.

I want the exact same thing but different.

I want some soft drugs...some soft, soft drugs.

I want to throw you.

I want you to know I know.

I want to know if you read me.

I want to swing with my eyes shut and see what I hit.

I want to know just how much you hate me so I can predict what you'll do.

I want you to know the wounds are self-inflicted.

I want a controlling interest.

I want to be somewhere beautiful when I die.

I want to be your secret hater.

I want to stop destroying you but I can't.

 

And I want and I want and I want and I will always be hungry.

And I want and I want and I want.